Indifference: Thinking of the past...

Friday, March 23, 2007

My actions
What I said
were all hypocritical to what I felt

Torn apart.

Life is about yourself. And getting what you want.
Sean, stop thinking you are altruistic, because you know you are not.

Life's a competition, and I am begining to see it. For once, I know what it's like to be at the top, and I see things from the eyes of a classmate back in Singapore. There are pros and cons. I am starting to understand.

When I return.
Things will change, I promise.
I won't hide my feelings no longer.

Sacrifices might have to be made.
Why should I give way,
and appear to be a hypocrite
indifferent, or even supportive
with the many masks I am wearing....