Indifference: Haunting of the past...

Saturday, January 27, 2007

saw them
a haunting of the past
A feeling of being condemned
How long will it last?

Thought I've forgotten long ago
However, the sight of them
Painful memories start resurfacing

No Pain No gain...
They made me who I am today
Only through extreme heat and pressure, can the most precious diamond be created.
Yes, I'm a much stronger person...
But nowhere else compared to others.

They were part of my life for many years
They plagued me...
Worried me...
Made me feel inadequate...

Now, a raging hatred for the past torment
Yet, a subtle gratitude for who it made me out to be

I knew I was weak...
Physically...
As well as academically...
But i put in my best in everything...
Its unfortunate that you guys did not understand...
Its really demoralising, when one's best can't even compare...

Stood there
Condemned
discredited
made worthless...

I felt like an outcast...
I knew I was never one of you guys...
Can never be...
Coz, my best was way way way off...
And not even significant to be taken notice off...

Of course...THAT WAS THE PAST...

Now's THE PRESENT...

The PRESENT ME is DEFINITELY STRONGER than the ME from THE PAST...

SO,,,MY FUTURE...I AM GONNA BE WAY WAY WAY SUCESSFUL...

STRONGER IN MIND BODY AND SOUL...